Stop trying to make us believe you didn't want to do what you did. You placed yourself in the situation because you crave the attention you got from these guys. You obviously knew it would happen and you went along with it anyway.
That's because you have doubts about yourself and it makes you feel better when somebody shows you attention, even when it's the type of attention that is degrading and potentially harmful. Keep this up and you'll be asking us in a few months why you have oozing sores in certain areas of your anatomy.
It doesn't take "courage" to say no, it only takes self-pride and two vocalized letters - N O .
With a little common sense behavior you wouldn't even end up in situations where you need to say NO. Grow up.



