I have asked her about couples counceling but she is adimint about getting herself in to counceling first. She has agreed to come with me regularly to my sessions. I'm hoping this will be about every few weeks but I'll consult my counselor. I am also looking for any sign of hope that she still loves me. I've been clinging on to everything but so much of it is left to interpritation. A couple nights ago however we were at some fireworks and she was lightly touching me several times more then what friends would. She also cuddled up to me. Granted it was cold and rainy but it still felt like something. Could this be hope? If not what was it? Any help is appreciated.


