You are anorexic/bulilmic, sounds like lending more towards the bulilmic side. The problem is that because of your disease you stomach shrinks and there for can only hold so much food. I'm guessing you are in the early stages since you were able to hold it down. The body wants what the body wants.
Why not seek some help for this. You really don't want your disease to get worse and the only way to stop is, is to work on this problem head on. You sound like a very intelligent person and you deserve to be healthy and not go through any pain.
Please seek help for yourself. Is there anyone you can confide in about this? A friend? a family memember? that could help you through this?

